Maybe I should go puke up my dinner so I can be "in."

So I got my prom dress today. It's green! lol But if I find another one, I may take it back... but i doubt it.

I tried to find a bathing suit today but it was really hard considering a large is considered someone with size A boobs. I mean come on?? I'm so sick of seeing ads with stick thin girls and then clothes that look like they were made for a doll. I mean Dove has their whole beautiful campaign thing, but I don't see them marketing clothes for REAL women. What good is a couple of normal women on an ad?? Do something! Stop sitting back while companies market small, tight, and showy clothing. Some girls I walk by practically have their boobs coming out of their shirt. and then wonder why men don't respect women anymore. Cover yourself up and wear longer shorts/skirts so half your butt is showing.

and Roxy is supposed to be a surfing company?? ALL the bathing suits I tryed on today would not be something I would have on when i'm in the waves at the beach. The best it's good for is laying out to tan. Sorry I'm not these stick thin, starve themselves, can't get their manicures messed up girlie-girls.

I am NOT fat. Yea, I could tone up some, I won't deny. But I am healthy and comfortable with my weight. I would just like to be able to go out and find clothing that isn't so tight I can't breath, or so low my boobies are showing for the whole world to see. Just because I try to "diet" (which consists of getting into a healthier regimine) and work out doesn't mean I want to lose weight. It justs mean i want to tone up and be healthier.

OUR SOCIETY IS CRAP.