Oh, no I do not hook up, up I go slow; so if you want me, I don't come cheap.

Wow, it's been quite a while since I've updated but that's because I'm busy as HECK. Actually I don't have time to update right now, but i'm REALLY sick of homework... and literally sick (it really sucks).

I feel like crap, my whole body aches, my throat is hurting, and my nose is clogged. I have college finals this week so it's not good timing, but at least I wasn't sick yesterday.

Oh! I'm officially going to FSU. I can't wait. and yesterday was my Marching Chiefs tryouts and I had TONS of fun. I was really nervous but mom and dad told me before hand, just remember that it's all for fun. and it really helped me get over the jitters. So if I don't make it, i'm going to be upset because I had so much fun and made new friends, but there's always next year.

Mom and Dad bought an RV for next year so they can go to all the games. So we are headed to the Keys and Tennessee during the summer (yay). I love the RV though, it's definitely not something I'm used to, so it's really cool. and plus we get to take the dogs on trips with us :D

I'm so sick of everyone doubting me. I accomplished two dreams in the matter of a month. 1) Getting into FSU and 2) Auditioning for the Marching Chiefs. Both things, that I NEVER imagined to actually happen. So when people doubt me, it just makes me THAT much more headstrong to stick with something. I hate when people tell me that I'm going to end up partying and drinking at FSU. Wake up, i'm CAILA. I will not drink and I hate parties. If that is the only way that I can make friends, then I will be a loner. I'd rather do that with a brain, then make a fool of myself with alcohol. People just don't understand how strong I am about my morals. Well except for my family, and a FEW select friends. Oh, and what is with people being so judgemental of my like. I'm not perfect and I know that. My life has many imperfections, but the point is.. I'm trying. Why not take a step back and look at your life some, and stop focusing on mine.

I know that this next year is going to test me, but I'm up for the challenge and prepared to face it head first with God by my side.

Now back to my anatomy work... last weekend of this!! woo hoo!

=)Caila Lanell