there is love in times of need, when life is cold there is a promise, you will never go without.

So Saturday is my party. and i'm been crazy busy trying to get everything together on top of leaving next week for tally.

...but maybe that's a good thing. because everytime i stop to think about saturday and leaving for college, the first thing i think about is that meme won't be there.
and then i want to cancel everything and crawl into bed with pillows over my head.

there should be some kind of hideaway you can go to when nothing feels right anymore....


Oh, and i'm 18 today!! but it's not like i'm gonna smoke so no big deal. lol but cait and steph made me a butterfly cake and mom, me, steph, and cait all rented a movie tonight. so i had fun :)