things i'll never say.

The other day, I was listening to Things I'll Never Say by Avril Lavigne and I think every girl can relate. There are so many things that go unspoken, and sometimes you wish you didn't have a filter and that you could tell everyone everything that you want to & do what you want to. But it's not that easy....
life's not that easy...

We got back this afternoon from Fort Clinch [we had a change of plans in vacation sites the morning we were supposed to leave lol] and I'm exhausted. I have a lot of cleaning over the next couple of days. I wish I could sleep but I really have so many things going through my head. Vacationing gives you time to slow down and actually think about things. Everytime I start to get depressed about things I turn on Walking On The Sun by Smash Mouth and everything gets a little bit happier. LOL I guess my life rotates around music even though I'm not musically inclined.

Tomorrow I have a doctors appointment [which i'm not looking forward to but can't avoid it ugh] and afterwards I'm going to Petco. I decided to splurge and bye something for myself with my graduation money considering the rest is going towards college. So I'm going to get a Betta fish, and his name shall be Shark Tooth :DDDD I've always wanted to have an aquarium and since I'm going to be in a dorm next year, one little fish is better than lots of them. So he can go to college with me. My mom and me were brainstorming names and that's the one I like best. We even went through ones like squiggles, bubbles, hammerhead, and snorkle... LOL we're quite a pair once you put us together. hehe

But camping was LOADS of fun, and I can't wait to go to the Keys! I found 29 shark teeth btw... which led to inspiration for the name. haha Oh, and on top of not having a community bathroom, I found out my roommate (who's from Weston, Fl) which is cool. I'm stoked about the fall!! and of course my going away party, it's going to be a blow out! =)

I'm going to the beach with Kara on Saturday [woohoo] and I think I might visit Stephanie and the twins on Friday, I'm not sure yet.
But that is pretty much the rest of my week.

Love,
Caila Lanell