So today was tons of fun. It makes me miss the summer so badly. I just want school to end and the beach to be neverending. I want to go out on the boat too. I'm so anxious it's not even funny.
I was driving home this evening, and I smelt a bonfire and I immediately wanted to have another bonfire. Then I realized I'm going to remember these nights for FOREVER. craziness.
Thursday I'm visiting Stetson and I have to say, I'm really indecisive. I have no clue if I want to go to FSU or Stetson. March 18th is when I get my admission decision from FSU. ugh, why do i have to wait so long??
Well, Meme is doing better, Cameon's 1st birthday is this weekend, we started the nervous system in anatomy, i have 4 different chapter packets for psych to do and winterguard championships are right around the corner. Life is busy as usual... nothing new really.
BUT, I want to tell everyone and anyone reading this. Don't dwell on the past. It's the stupidest mistake you will make. I mean, yea, it may be hard to forget but it's in the PAST. You are making a FUTURE. So many people are all depressed because oh, my boyfriend broke up with me, or oh i really screwed up on a choice i made. boo hoo. I have no pity for you. The strongest people are the ones that have the world's worst crap (haha) put on their shoulders and they still can get up in the morning, brush it off, and just smile. Being happy is all you can do. and it's your choice. if you want to be sad, okay then. find reasons to be miserable. but you can just as easily be happy. so face reality. the more you dwell on it, the longer it will be there.
well off to bed, good night.
Caila Lanell
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