You've hit your one wall; now find a way around.

HUH! what a week already, and it's only the first day.

Yesterday went good, I got some work done that desperately needed it. So now I'm kinda, sorta ahead in my classes.

I got THREE college applications in the mail today. All three are from colleges I don't even care about applying to. Er. But at least I can have some fall-backs and practice on filling them out. lol

Guard is going better. *knock on wood*

I think the girls are finally starting to get it all.

Our first football game is Friday, which it may be getting changed to Thursday, and I can't wait for the girls to really find out what colorguard is all about. I just hope our uniforms come in. The company got it all screwed up, which happens every year it seems like.

You know life is wonderful when you wake up everyday excited about what will happen that day. It's never predictable!

I tell you what though, some people REALLY frustrate me. If you would be nice and stop acting like a jerk, your life would go ALOT smoother. You can disrespect me all you want(we both know that happens a lot). It doesn't bother me though, I can ignore it. But don't you dare disrespect my guard girls, who (most of them) are working their butts off (sorry we don't have as much help as you do). or better yet, my family. My sister and me may have our differences but we love each other. There is a kind of loyalty there no one would understand. I can make fun of her and make her mad all I want (lol) but no one else has that kind of right.

Days like these, all I can do is get in my car, say a little prayer, and scream my lungs out. and of course sing at the top of my lungs all the way home. It's the only therapy that works. lol!

It makes me realize how happy I am about the choices I have made. They may not have had their bright sides, and maybe it was a little dark walking through the tunnel of change, but boy are the rewards wonderful! :D

I keep looking forward because there is no way you can make me look back; the past is behind me and behind me is where it will stay.

:)Caila Lanell

"I'm not so naive

My sorry eyes can see

The way you fight shy

Of almost everything

Well, if you give up

You'll get what you deserve."