Saturday, September 20, 2008

One step at a time; there's no need to rush.

wow, so this week was pretty crazy. (seems like all my blogs start off that way)

Classes came and went leaving too much work and too little time. figures.

The highlight of my week was the football game last night. All the guard girls did great on the field. There is still room for improvement, but it gets better everyday. They were all so happy, and after we performed, we jammed in the stands. Kelsi, Buddy, Paul, and Seth(from church) all came to the game, and when you are around them, you have to smile. They are halarious and professionals at cheering someone up. Right at the end of the game, it started POURING rain. The band ran inside except for a few of the guard and the percussion. We stayed out and danced while everyday went running for cover. It was amazing :)

The only thing though was my heart got a little broke. Chelsea (Scott's little sister)came up to during the game sobbing saying "i miss you so much." It was the most heartbreaking thing. I told her that I will still see her, just not everyday like before. It would be so much easier if I knew it didn't effect her.
Then, I saw Mrs. Jennifer and got in a talk with her. It kills me to know she doesn't have a clue what happened, only that we broke up. but it's not my place. I thought Scott would have told her something. I want everyone to know, I don't hate Scott. and I don't regret what happened. If it wasn't for that, I wouldn't be as close to Jesus as I am now, and I wouldn't have met such great friends. Do I wish it could have turned out differently? of course. But people change, times change, and sometimes it's better to go seperate paths.
I'm happy for what I chose. and I don't regret it for one second.

Tomorrow is Stephanie's baby shower and I can't wait to see the twins! :D
Well, i'm off to clean my room and then go to bed. I have church in the morning (YAY :D)

Love,
Caila Lanell

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

the game was amazing!