So, our last summer is winding down (fellow seniors), and I'm not sure what to think about that.
I kinda wish I would be able to hurry up and graduate, but of course with all the great memories. I'm so tired of high school. It's over-rated (LOL).
DCI Finals was awesome!! Although Blue Devils should not have ended in 1st! Phantom Regiment should have been 1st.
Oh! I figured out no matter what, I want to join Phantom Regiment for at least one year. I don't care when I do it. But it is on my list of things to do. So one day, your fellow friend here will be Phantom Regiment Member:D
I finally figured out what it feels like to have a knife stabbed in my back and then turned and dug deeper. I've been stabbed in the back but not as all-of-a-sudden as this was. Again, I can't really say much. But God and my friends are helping me through everything.
I just wish people would wake up. It scares me to see some of the people I see leading the lives they are leading. They are worth so much more and are capable of so much more. It hurts even worse when you care for them so much, and can't even speak to them or about it.
Lately, it seems like I'm my happiest reading the bible or praying. Otherwise, I feel weak and like I'm being tore apart. Well at least my heart...
One thing I will say is the past few years, I've just wanted someone to love me and keep me from feeling alone. In reality, all I needed was Jesus. He was the One I needed to love me and comfort me. Never again will I depend on someone else to love me.
Well all for tonight.
Cait really worked us with our splits and leaps today at practice and my knees and hips are killing me!
:) Caila Lanell
"My God's enough, enough for me. I can't explain why I suffer though I live for You. Those who deny You, they have it better than I do. Cover my eyes now so my heart can finally see; that in the end only You mean anything."
~Psalm 73; Barlow Girl
I kinda wish I would be able to hurry up and graduate, but of course with all the great memories. I'm so tired of high school. It's over-rated (LOL).
DCI Finals was awesome!! Although Blue Devils should not have ended in 1st! Phantom Regiment should have been 1st.
Oh! I figured out no matter what, I want to join Phantom Regiment for at least one year. I don't care when I do it. But it is on my list of things to do. So one day, your fellow friend here will be Phantom Regiment Member:D
I finally figured out what it feels like to have a knife stabbed in my back and then turned and dug deeper. I've been stabbed in the back but not as all-of-a-sudden as this was. Again, I can't really say much. But God and my friends are helping me through everything.
I just wish people would wake up. It scares me to see some of the people I see leading the lives they are leading. They are worth so much more and are capable of so much more. It hurts even worse when you care for them so much, and can't even speak to them or about it.
Lately, it seems like I'm my happiest reading the bible or praying. Otherwise, I feel weak and like I'm being tore apart. Well at least my heart...
One thing I will say is the past few years, I've just wanted someone to love me and keep me from feeling alone. In reality, all I needed was Jesus. He was the One I needed to love me and comfort me. Never again will I depend on someone else to love me.
Well all for tonight.
Cait really worked us with our splits and leaps today at practice and my knees and hips are killing me!
:) Caila Lanell
"My God's enough, enough for me. I can't explain why I suffer though I live for You. Those who deny You, they have it better than I do. Cover my eyes now so my heart can finally see; that in the end only You mean anything."
~Psalm 73; Barlow Girl
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