time of my life.

I have a trust issue. Always have, always will it seems like. It is one of the worst things in the world. and sometimes i wish i could just let go and not worry. but i think i've realized that maybe having a trust issue isn't that bad after all...

I'm so sick of people thinking they know me. Stop over-analyzing me and judging me. You don't know me. Trust me, you don't. No one exactly knows me inside and out. Except for my mom or maybe my sister. You don't know how i think and you definitely don't know how it is to be in my shoes. So maybe instead of being so quick to judge, you can talk and ask and rethink your decision. I hate know-it-alls. I hate people who think that they can look at me, hang out with me, and, just like that, know me. Maybe that's got something to do with my trust issue...

This world needs more people who stop and analyze the situation, instead of people who act on impulse, and what they think will make themselves feel better.



So the time is winding down for us seniors. We are on our last week of school, and I think it's hitting me. I actually may be scared. Actually... scared out of my mind. I'm ready to start my life, but what if i screw up big time? This is a bigger deal than i actually realized. I' m starting the rest of my life. Looking back on my high school years, I've grown up so much and I can't believe all the things I've learned. People think there isn't that big of a change from one year to the next, but I can see a BIG difference between 11th and 12th grade.

Friday is Stephanie's wedding and I can't wait to see her looking beautiful on her wedding day.. it's going to be so much fun =)

<3Caila Lanell

"Isn't it funny how day-by-day,

nothing changes.

but when you look back,

everything's different?"