So, here it goes.
My friend Evan decided to create a blog to record his senior year, and I realized how great of an idea that is. So I'm stealing his idea :P
The past few weeks has been crazy. I broke up with my boyfriend of 2 years and I've been slowly understanding how to stand on my own two feet. Realizing that the thing I need more than anything is independence. My friends have supported me through everything and I couldn't be more thankful for them. I suddenly had inspiration to go to church with Kara and Corey after several years. I went a couple times and really felt a pull on my heart. Then it hit me. I was trying to live a Christian lifestyle, without being really saved. So Sunday, on July 27th of 2008, I was born again. After hearing all the teen's testimonies of youth camp, it was inspiring.
So after church, we went to Pastor Dalton's house with all the others in the youth group and we played Charades. It was so much fun! It was like they knew me for forever and actually cared even though they only knew me for a few days.
Then, yesterday was my first day happy. I mean, I haven't been depressed, just upset about everything that's been going on. I realized that I don't need a guy to be happy, and right now, I don't want one. I just want to have a great senior year with all my friends before I go to college. When God decides to send me the Christian guy I'm meant for, I will know. Until then I am content being happy, I don't want a relationship now, and I've figured that out :)
On the down side, I have so much homework it's not even funny. I got up this morning and worked on my Economics class and my American Government class and I'm still behind. On top of that, I have a Summer Reading list for AP Psychology that I haven't even started yet. It's supposed to be summer for goodness sake!
...but I'm keeping my head held high!(try saying that 5 times fast)
<3Caila Lanell
"You need that boy like a bowling ball dropped on your head, which means not at all. You have too much to give, to live to waste your time on him."
Bowling Ball- Superchick
Here are some photos from my trip to Orlando with my sister and mom:
My friend Evan decided to create a blog to record his senior year, and I realized how great of an idea that is. So I'm stealing his idea :P
The past few weeks has been crazy. I broke up with my boyfriend of 2 years and I've been slowly understanding how to stand on my own two feet. Realizing that the thing I need more than anything is independence. My friends have supported me through everything and I couldn't be more thankful for them. I suddenly had inspiration to go to church with Kara and Corey after several years. I went a couple times and really felt a pull on my heart. Then it hit me. I was trying to live a Christian lifestyle, without being really saved. So Sunday, on July 27th of 2008, I was born again. After hearing all the teen's testimonies of youth camp, it was inspiring.
So after church, we went to Pastor Dalton's house with all the others in the youth group and we played Charades. It was so much fun! It was like they knew me for forever and actually cared even though they only knew me for a few days.
Then, yesterday was my first day happy. I mean, I haven't been depressed, just upset about everything that's been going on. I realized that I don't need a guy to be happy, and right now, I don't want one. I just want to have a great senior year with all my friends before I go to college. When God decides to send me the Christian guy I'm meant for, I will know. Until then I am content being happy, I don't want a relationship now, and I've figured that out :)
On the down side, I have so much homework it's not even funny. I got up this morning and worked on my Economics class and my American Government class and I'm still behind. On top of that, I have a Summer Reading list for AP Psychology that I haven't even started yet. It's supposed to be summer for goodness sake!
...but I'm keeping my head held high!(try saying that 5 times fast)
<3Caila Lanell
"You need that boy like a bowling ball dropped on your head, which means not at all. You have too much to give, to live to waste your time on him."
Bowling Ball- Superchick
Here are some photos from my trip to Orlando with my sister and mom:
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